There are times, tonight is one of them where I compose great posts in my head. Posts that are insightful, which really reveal my problems, I guess the modern jargon is issues, but then I’m not modern. Those posts never get posted, because I am nothing but a private man, and yet the oxymoron is I have a blog, which is anything but private. It is a weird conflict. Between being open and honest about who I am, what I am, and the simple fact that the most important, the most difficult, the hardest for me to keep silent about……….those are the things that I cannot mention…………….I am in conflict…………but then if I wasn’t I won’t be who I am………I accept it……….I don’t always like it……but I am who I am and I won’t change it if I could………