i came home in a pretty good mood, but managed to spoil it....made a really stupid, mental error playing blogshares tonight....not a disaster by any means but i really have no tolerance for mental errors in myself.......i can accept it when i make a mistake but in what is basically a game of tactics, to make a tactical mistake really ticks me off, an error in judgement ....oh well...but an error in tactics........nuts.......i can at times be way to hard on myself.........it's ridiculous to expect perfection........after all i'm subhuman....but i think i get madder at myself then i do at others....totally ridiculous........