yesterday was definitely not a good day, very emotionally draining, and my life right now is in flux, and then a very busy day at work today....well at least the first 6 hours...so tonight i am at a low ebb both emotionally and physically....as to the emotional flux.....i need to give it sometime before i'm ready to speak or write about it.....have not really had time to give it enough time to make sense....i'm sure it will but just too early