it's only a little after 7 pm and i'm dead tired, i got to bed late last night, got a call during the evening that my uncle ( who is in his mid 80's ) was sick and in the hospital in buffalo........needed to call and tell my brother but he and his wife were out so i told their daughter that i'd be up to 11 if they got home to call me, well i had intended to go to bed early and when i did get to bed just couldn't nod off......
i had wanted to make beef soup for lunch today, really haven't done any "real" cooking for a week or so but with getting hung up at work ( see below entry)....never got it started until 11:30 AM......so lunch became supper and supper lunch, had the seafood left from last night.......
i have no responsibility at church tomorrow other then teaching class, and had thought about just vegging tomorrow but:
A- i have to work at least an hour tomorrow morning sometime
B- it's my birthday and i'm going to my daughter's for lunch
C- things seldom work out the way i would like them (/pathetic outburst)

my weird dreams have returned.......as usual don't remember much detail.....just the weirdness........