Tonight I feel older then I ever wanted to feel, frankly older then I ever thought I could feel……….but emotionally, spiritually, in my soul I feel fine, it’s weird as a young man in order to feel good the whole “package” needed to feel good, as an older man, depending on how old you consider 57, I find that I can separate the physical from the “metaphysical” and have a good day regardless of the fact that I feel physically bad………..have I become enlightened or merely learned to accept diminished physical capacity?