The trials of running personal diary, journal if you will but being obsessed with numbers……..i can never understand why, or how hits on a blog occur, it never has anything to do with the quality of my entries………..i’ve had over 70 on peak days and 0 on the worst days…….only 4 so far today and one of those I assume to be the boy genius who is my nephew who is in his teens and is a junior at RPI………………of all of my relations the only one except for my daughter that I really “connect with”………always connected with my uncle A but he’s been dead some 20 years now…………it’s tough sometimes being the black sheep of the family or token trollie if you will………except for N and my daughter SJ the whole family is normal, common and reasonable……………trollie hates all three……………….