i have been conflicted for the last day plus......but in the final analysis ...........there is only one possible conclusion.....one possible path........one possible decision........and that's the one thing in life that is the most difficult for me..........wait and see..........the ball is in the other court and i must wait and see what happens..........[ you may have noticed that i have not mentioned the conundrum i'm dealing with ] and that's part of the final conclusion i reached......i have to respect the other's choice.......walk off the court......lob......overhand.......whatever.......
[obviously this post is for me.........to see in print the conflict that is in my mind..........]