I’m doing something I haven’t done in a long time…I’m actually doing a little web-surfing tonight…and the one thing I really hate is there are tons of sights that ignore the fact that I may not choose to run IE and therefore do not have flashplayer…

With apologies to Danica…if you really want to see pics of the best looking lady in American racing …google Ashley Force who runs funny cars in NHRA…(the dirty old man that is trollie runs away giggling)

I find myself at a seminal point, a crossroads if you will…and I’m so conflicted…trying to decide between what I think I need to do and wondering if I still have the …”heart” for it…whether the effort and the results are worth the grief…I find myself at a seminal point, a crossroads if you will…and I’m so conflicted…trying to decide between what I think I need to do and wondering if I still have the …”heart” for it…whether the effort and the results are worth the grief…

I am at one of those seminal points in my life, I known that I must say and do what I must do…I know that it will not be accepted…I know that once said I must leave a place that I have gotten accustomed to…a generally happy place with peeps I love…except one…I struggle with the obvious…do I man up and do what must be done…or do I put up with a situation that is becoming more then I can stand…the problem is, and this is the real point is where do I go from here…where do I find a place where my “talents” will be respected and used…I realize that the above may seem a tad arrogant…I accept that…I do have certain talents…years of study…GD given abilities that seem to be in question…do I endure or do I speak…I am at one of those seminal points in my life, I known that I must say and do what I must do…I know that it will not be accepted…I know that once said I must leave a place that I have gotten accustomed to…a generally happy place with peeps I love…except one…I struggle with the obvious…do I man up and do what must be done…or do I put up with a situation that is becoming more then I can stand…the problem is, and this is the real point is where do I go from here…where do I find a place where my “talents” will be respected and used…I realize that the above may seem a tad arrogant…I accept that…I do have certain talents…years of study…GD given abilities that seem to be in question…do I endure or do I speak…

It seems that I am or rather has passed the time where I am relevant…I look at the current presidential candidates with an attitude of where did they come from…the thing that annoys me is I’ve never cast a positive vote in presidential elections…never in 9 going on 10…and this one will not change the deal…

The real question is am I totally weird and totally unplugged from any relevant understanding of what America needs …or are the candidates…

Remember I’m arrogant as one can be (hehe)

The worship team at my church has a standing deal, if a former member is back in the area for what ever reason and wants so sing with us on a Sunday…they sing…JW was on TD to Fort Drum for a few days and was in service with us and it was like he never left…okay not the best voice I’ve ever heard…but the dude knows to sing praise songs and how to worship…and 2 out 3 is all I need…

I’m a sucker for reality TV shows (pathetic but oh well), at least the competitive ones…except for the ones that America votes…because in generally those votes really have nothing to do with who’s best at the skill but rather who you’d like to…well…be with…

Despite the above I’ve been watching the Bravo-TV show “Make me a supermodel”…and was completely annoyed that Shannon didn’t make it to the finals…what was America thinking…Holly, Ronnie, Ben and Jerry (oops) Perry not Jerry…

The way the vote has been going I thought Holly had no chance…even though it should have been obvious she had everything it took to be very good…(well except for her voice but that’s why there are voice coaches)

Holly actually won…but frankly I still have no respect for “America votes show”…I think it was 3 against one and the boys votes were so split that the right person won…

As an aside to Bravo TV…not everyone in the world runs IE…you really need to retool your website so those of us who don’t…don’t have to run that accursed browser just to access everything on your site…