i have spent a quiet evening, i really lost track of time tonight, and have spent it watching a little TV, fooling with the computer, but really have no real feeling of the passage of time, weird really....i settled on pasta for supper (which will make no sense at all unless you've read the earlier post from today....)
i must to bed, i'm tired, not physically so much as mentally...after i get by the necessary post month end jobs that i must do next week i may take some extended time off, i've been taking half days here and there and one full day but nothing extended, i need several days in a row where i can leave the alarm off, and wake when i do....
i think that the person who invented the alarm clock, and also the one who invented deadlines, and being at a certain place at a certain time should have a special place reserved for them in hades.....maybe because of my age or the number of years i worked in a job that is total governed by what time is it....but i need a less structured life....or at least i think i do....but if truth be totaled after a very short time i'd probably complain about that as well.....